life sucks totally with my parents and maid in this damn housee. oh i hope you pple see this message. harrrrr. i wanna grow up, live a life of my own. a new family. how exciting. ohweelll, lots of freedom. that will be how many million years later down the road?
come out come nag at me. wth. i bet the modem will be gone once i wake up. like wtfffff? ohwell, used to all their shits. when will it stop. WHEN LAH. no comp i wont die. HA. no self limit? like hello, i do not need to sleep THAT early amd wake up THAT early. so leave me and my comp alone.

ohguess what, my dad scolded me for my skirt because its short to HIM. wtf? oh, i forgot, they're still living in the past. ohmymymy. LONG skirts for them. i shall not care and continue wearing. by the way, its not DAMN MINI. just normal short skirts. HARRRRR.
my mom? everyday show me her fucking attitude. not happy, shoot ME not my bro. mindyou. yeahyeah. you stress i not stress? fuck. i cant even be bothered to talk to you abt my problemss. HAR. im not bornnnn to let you keep in this damn cage and not go out. keep me tooo long, i will die. stop asking maid about what time i came into the rm to sleep everyday, what time i go out blah. it kinda irritates me. take the modem for all i care. shitxeuu.
my brother. busy with the gffffffff camps blah. oh, perhaps sometimes he even forgets that i existed in this world. we didnt even go out tgt alone before. how sad right? yeah, im sad about it.
my damn maid? HA. most of the days she got MAJOR MOODSWINGS. piece of shit. her contract ends next year march. hopefully i wont get to see her anymore. though i will miss her.

fuck menopause, their thinkings, their everything.
guess what, screw this family. joy, i want your parents, yourfamily. i hate living this kind of life. its terrible. maybe, maybe not.

care? i think overdose aldy